where is the love?

as i was singing 'come back down' by lifehouse,
i ponder for a minute,
thinking,
oww yah, where the heck love of my life is?
pffft~~
haha.
is it too early for me to think about one?
hmm.....


oww well,
to be frank,
i'm scared to think about it.
this must be the consequences of:
- watching too much romance movies
(just to name some:chasing liberty,ps i love u,definitely maybe,a walk to rmmber,koizora ++)
- hearing too much couple maple bagel lub lub story
- laughing too much
(bad for brain,i know..hey,good for cheeks, u know?)
- gossiping on why alisson krauss deserved to win the grammys (why??)
- hating lindsay lohan's guts
- shopping
(love it)
- seeing friends who more and more becoming the victim of love
(breaking up,that is)
(i tot this month is what the west called 'the month to love'..but then,why people cont to break up?)
(ok.i'm started to annoy)
- eating too much dark chocolate.ok.full stop.i'm out of point. xp
(kindly reminder:a chocolate a day,keeps me jogging everyday....)


duhh
the annoyance!hmm.
u know,
(ok, u dont know.just pretend u know.nod yo head plis.thank u~)
falling in love is not just about being in a relationship. (yes,no?)
it is more than that.
it is......
(i've deleted it as i dont think it matters anymore..seeing how this week continued to be more disgraceful,heart-palpitated,undefined as i would describe it)


to end,here some love quotes that i find in movies, books, and sites,
dedicated to all the broken-hearted,who might thinks,
the world ends when your love ends..
let me bold it, IT'S NOT.
love is everywhere, u see..
get well friends! :]


"Good kissers are strong men who will have your back,
Bad kissers are weak men who will just like to grab your butt."

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."

"If u love the life u live, u will live a life of love."

"Gravitational is not responsible for people falling in love."

"Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river."

"Love: a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain,causes eyes to sparkle,cheeks to glow,blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker."
(i like this one the best!cos i've been there oh.. :] )

"Love unlocks doors and opens windows that werent even there before."

"Love is the silent saying and saying of a single name."
(err..can i say yo name rite now?tehehe)

"Love is being stupid together."
(sweet kan?)

"Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species."
(haha)

"True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen."

"When someone hurts u, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it!"

and me's statement would be,
[Every single person in this world waits for love in their life.
Some people say love didnt come to them but it was right in front of their eyes.
Some people wait a lifetime for true love,
Still waiting for the right one...]
(my hands is shaking,shit,memories cant be erased dont they?)

toodles!

{{GOT NO FEARS, SHED NO TEARS, PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}

mama..i love u.mama..i care.

[truth statement : loving a mom is like ghosts. which everyone talks about but only few have seen]


MaMa,
sorry for everything.
sorry for being such a freak second daughter.
sorry for not being less than perfect.
sorry if i've ever peed on u. (masa baby) x]
sorry if i dont get married. (u are sooo paranoid about it.)
sorry for hating akmal eventho u think he's the only-n-ever-gonna-be-your-son-in-law.
(yuckkk~ akmal,no offense eyh.tehehe~)
sorry for my rudeness and un-thankfulness act.
sorry for picking up small fight with u.i'm the worst!i know~
sorry for forcing u to eat sushi.sorry!!
sorry for wasting your money on comics.and clothes.and foods.gesh,i'm a cow.
sorry for always crying with no reason.
sorry for making u cry.worried.mad.
sorry if i malas to kemas rumah.or jemur baju.or masak.or bangun awal.or tidur awal.
mummy!sorry!
so,so,and so,here it goes,






SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN MAMA!!~~
okeyh.
it sounds weird but i'll just go with it,
as 'happy birthday' sounds sooo yesterday.
tehehe~
and eventho i know u would never read this..
(ym/tagged/fs/even google yadda-yadda are like aliens to her)
but i just wanna say,
I {{LOVE}} <333 U SOO MUCH mama!
and u know it rite.huhuhaha.

[arent they look good together?23years,counting and getting stronger...]



why do u love me?
why dont u scold me if i did any wrongs but to say, "its ok..mama xpernah marah"
why do u have to be so clumsy++blurr++hyper-energetic then u pass that gene to me?
why do u get married to abah before me? (hahaha.)
why dont u get old?or have any uban?why?
why do people always get confused with our age?do i really looook that old than u?
(haha,i know that u have peerless beauty. x] )
why did i only get 9years to be the youngest? (haha)
why do i always miss u?n u miss me too?
why do u want me to be happy?
why do u always treat good to others, never want any repay?
why u'll always smile and doesnt show your anger oo bad mood? (i'm becoming one too.. :] )
why do u care so much about me?
why am i asking questions eventho i know the answers already?silly me!
[she's like me,i mean, i'm just like her,only with bigger eyes and darker skin!tehehehaha.]




ARIGATO!
thanks for being my mom.not britney's.
thanks for the good genes.
thanks for your to-die-for cooking! which the reasons for my curvy-ness and my big as*.(haha)
thanks for raising me up with no strict rules at all,well,unlike other parents.
thanks for the car. (muax muax)
thanks for not giving up on me.
thanks for the infinite love and care. (hugs hugs)
thanks for not scolding me.
thanks for being more like a friend than a mother.
thanks for loving me unconditionally. (muah muah muah)
thanks for your believes and faith.
thanks for being soo supportive.in everything.i really mean EVERYTHING. ;]
thanks for the patience whenever i screamed in the morning,asking for,well,
"where's my phone?" then there is, "where's my spec?my wallet?"
(yah yah.its hard to have a daughter that is sooo pathetically rabun.tsk tsk.)
thanks for the sex education. (miow!)
thanks for being such a cool mom.
thanks for not being my teacher during my school year. (fiuhh~)
thanks for spoiling me with money+luxury+fashion sense.
thanks for your welcoming home nasi lemak and sambal udang and ketam masak lemak and laksa johor and pudding and sup sayur and buah pelam which are the wajib dishes for me!along jealous!haha!
oww well,thanks for everything.
thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u~
thank you mama!
I LOVE U TO DEATH~~~



oww wait.
a small birthday wish for irsyad~
happy birthday! 2feb kan? x]

and another small birthday wish for fara (1feb) and niena (2feb)
happy birthday girls!

and yet,another smaller smaller birthday wish to akmal hakim,
whom i knew already, had never touched a laptop in his life.but what the hell.
happy birthday dude!u know how much i want to cekik u!haha.
same old,good times eyh?
but u know we cant turned back time rite? :]
damn u for having same birthday as my mom's.damn u!

{{GOT NO FEARS, SHED NO TEARS, PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}

~~ main masak masak ~~

[statement of the week.courtesy to miss ain lullaby!love u bebeh.]

hey guys~
from now on,i'm gonna make a statement
in every post i'll throw.
deal!
tehehe~

{{lavender}}
pretty pretty heh?
i had always dream to see it with me own eyes,
touch it with me own fingers,
smell it with me own nose,
and eventually it came true, all rite!
thanks to the freaking unbelievable short trip!
yeay~ hey~
[if u think u know where i bought it, come n guess!]


oww hoo~~
about the trip,
no further details what so ever..
i like to keep it to myself,thank u very much.
but some photos wont do any harm. :]

[i {{HEART}} cactus.arent they cute?]


[running in the rain, just to catch a glimpse of the strawberries..err~ and we bought it.tehe.]

[after 2years in ipoh,obviously NOT knowing the existance of the lost city, we finally came here!]

[yaha..i loveeee this ride.sadly, there isnt any roller coaster in here.]

okeyh.
back to the point of this post,
as u all people knew already,
our friends of v1 had already moved in to v4 plus v3 plus v5..
new environment eyh?
so how was it?better or worse?
u decide ok...


so to speak,
i would love to share some easy recipe to u people:
WHO gembira bila dah ada dapur.beshkan kesejukan peti ais?

WHO sudah bersemangat membeli barang-barang kelengkapan dapur dengan lengkap sekali sampaikan kami pon tidak membeli selengkap itu,

WHO sudah memenuhkan ice box dengan ikan plus ayam plus sayur2 dengan harapan dapat masak dengan sendiri tanpa perlu ke cafe,

WHO rasa nak makan REAL food di rumah sendiri,
(yep yep,maggi tak termasuk golongan yg REAL eyh)

WHO sudah potong bawang,halia,yada yada tetapi baru sedar,
"eyh,macam mana nak masak nasi goreng ek?"

tehehe~ its ok.
i've been there,done that.
i'm not that good either,
maka mari belajar sama-sama ok. :]
[yummy!dont u want to cook any of those food?]



::NASI GORENG DO-IT-YOURSELF::
+bawang merah, bawang putih, ikan bilis
+ayam or udang or daging or anything as u wish
+telur
+mix vege or kobis or carrot
+salt
+nasi

1. tumbuk or potong kecil2 both bawang dan ikan bilis.
2. then tumis mereka. add garam.
3. add ayam or udang or daging or sosej or ape2 lah.
4. add mix vege or kobis. (personally, i like carrot)
5. add little water.
6. add nasi.
7. goreng telur hancur.then mix ke dalam nasi goreng tadi.

voila!
it is that easy..
[let me show u the feeling of {{voila}}]


::AYAM MASAK HALIA::
+halia,bawang,garlic
+ayam
+sos tiram, kicap
+sos lada hitam (taknak letak pon takpe)
+cendawan butang (taknak letak pon takpe)
+carrot (taknak letak pon takpe)
+salt
+tepung jagung

1. hiris halia, both bawang.
2. potong ayam kecil2 ek.
3. tumis halia plus bawang.
4. add ayam.
5. bila ayam dah nampak mcm dah masak, add sos tiram, kicap, sos lada hitam.
6. add sikit air (untuk kuah) then salt.
7. add cendawan or carrot or broccoli.
8. add air+tepung jagung kalau nak pekatkan kuah.

done!
please try it and hit me with the result ok.
peace~ :]

{{GOT NO FEARS, SHED NO TEARS, PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}

save me please!

Recently, Deborah Tabart, CEO of Brisbane based Australian Koala Foundation, toured polar bear point in Churchill, Canada with Robert Buchanan, President of Polar Bears International, to discuss how koalas can help save polar bears. koalas and polar bears share solutions for survival rooted in their habitats and since koalas are a poster species for conservation, they play an integral role in drawing intention to carbon-rich koala forests that are vital in the battle against global warming.

An estimate by AKI places wild koala population at fewer than 10000o individuals and attributes this decline to habitat lost. according to Tabart, "Enormous amounts of carbon on the east coast of Australia should be protected to restore the natural balance of the plants protecting koala habitat, means saving the world's biodiversity and slowing ice melts for the polar bear's habitat."

For more details, visit www.savethekoala.com !

[courtesy from *FLIGHT 3 SIXTY magazine]

*the in-flight magazine.the one that stucks in front of your seat,which sometimes covered with pukes {{yikeesss!}}} and it got smugs and stains of people who drool on it. {{yuckkk}}


shoot me in the head!
this article made my heart stopped for a bit!
i tot i was dreaming there.
hahaha i had a good laugh, anyway..
what a coincidence!

{{bilu bilu bilu bilu bilu bilu.............i'm in my own world}}

oww yah.
to those out there,
who suddenly has this weird+excited+what??+no way!! kind of feelings or anything,
at the moment u set your eyes on this article,
trust me,
mine's even worst.haha~~


to those who blurr,
hmm.
forget about it.


oww well,
i'm not really gonna talk about anything.
just bullshitting.tehe~
yeah mate.i moved on.
(i think so.oww wait,maybe not.maybe true?maybe i havent?we'll see.)
so thanks!

{{GOT NO FEARS, SHED NO TEARS, PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}