[a chance for me to tell u more]

["it doesnt matter what other people say about u,what matter is,your own opinion about yourself. " -britney]
(hugeee compliment to her for proving to the media, that she can be a hit once again)


Rules: Once u've been tagged,u r supposed to write a note with 25 random things,facts,habits, or goals about u. at the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.u have to tag the person who tagged u. if i tagged u,its because i want to know more about u. (tagged by armbear,sofiesh,wani)


1. family first.hehe.

2. current fetish : big arms and six pack.i'll look at it for 10minutes,then i pinch the silly me,then i look at it again and again. (hahaha,freak!)

3. i dont notice of something,unless someone told me about it.
ex: my swollen cheeks.then later, i realized i need to slim it down a bit.hence,i like it when people always remind me+make me realize.thank u! :]

4. clumsy.seriously..dont expect me to hold something without breaking it later.

5. i like chocolate++candy++pudding++cake to the max!!and because of that,i lost my taste bud years ago..i cant tell whether the food is salty enough,sweet,smelly,etc.

6. ow!i looove new things.new clothes,new shoe,new book,new friends,new vocabulary,new place,u name it.just love the smell of anything new-ish.

7. is (and always will be) a jealous person.yerp.

8. i wish i am a pure-blooded Japanese too.grandma, why move to malaysia?

9. always hoping to meet someone (or maybe marry?) who also thinks money cant buy love.

10. the easiest thing to do in this world for me,is crying..haha.i'm really good at it!all my cousin call me 'cengeng' - some1 who likes to cry.

11. i went to 8 different schools since primary.being an army's daughter..tough luck,i know.

12. lifehouse is like my fav musician of all time.oww and justin.nothing compared to him.

13. cockroaches would be the scariest thing alive.serious.no kidding.go away~

14. i'll laugh at any jokes,any gags,any silly moves,anything that crossed in front of me.

15. also believes that my dream (the one u had when u slept more than 8hours) will eventually come true..because it did for the past 19years 10months++

16. allergic to peanut.and hate other types of bean.ex:red bean,green bean,black bean,corn,green pea,etc..dont give me one ok.

17. i am very..i mean really,VERY,unlucky..weird and unexpected things happen to me all the time.yep,its all the time so i dont think i can list them. xp

18. addicted to fruits.cant live a day without them.my mom once said, "go and marry a fruit tycoon." hahaha,rite..

19. i can easily sucking (huh?) the current temperature of an environment.by means,my hands can be freezing at one time, but then if i move to a hotter place,my body will adapt quickly i.e:sweating madly in seconds.

20. my usual habit will be,having my nerve breakdown once in a while.i will not sleep for the whole night,thinking and thinking and thinking of anything unusual that can cause my brain to reach it highest limit,feeling terrible+miserable+dont want to live+life has no purpose and heart meltdown..... (weirdo,i know)

21. i'm the type who always keep something to myself,and only to myself.its not easy for me to reveal the inner me.tehehe~ and i'll lie if someone force me to.yah,i like to bull.so good that i cant differentiate between lie and truth anymore. ;p

22. me thinks that apocalypse can happen at any Friday.soooo scared of it.but i'm not scared of dying eyh.

23. [HEART] babies and old folks and hamsters, [DISLIKE] teenagers and all the same-aged dudes around me.haha i think u all too troublesome lah..ow ow..i want to make lots and lots of babies...tehehe~

24. Ahaha~ now i realized i lied some of the facts above.just to make it interesting.go figure which one. x]

25. oww oww...hate it,hate it,hate it,when someone screaming in my ear.same goes to those who like to curse.what's with your language hah?hah?geshh, bless u..


with a meaning to share,
this guy just blew me away~~~
oww,and he blew my signals&systems lecturer beyond away,as well.
smart guy sometimes can be charming eyh? x]

*beep beep*
roger,out!
*beep beep*
[assoc prof dolah..u're good! xp]


{{GOT NO FEARS,SHED NO TEARS,PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}

..foundationku, foundationmu..

tiba-tiba merindui zaman foundation,
tehehe.

oh yep.
kali ini saya akan bercakap secara baku memandangkan ada segelintir manusia yang minta diri ini tulis dalam bahasa.
(liza, sila terasa.haha)
agak susah dan kekok dan janggal,
(sebab dah lama tak tulis karangan 4unsur ohh)
tapi saya akan cuba.
untuk awak juga,liza..
(tapi tolong jangan perasan lebih-lebih ok.hoho.)


{{foundation}}
apa itu foundation?bedak foundation?air mineral foundation?foundation untuk membina rumah?
maka,apa itu foundation?
mari membuka kamus.....


definisi foundation dalam kotak memoriku ialah: zaman yang dilalui ketika berumur 16-17-18tahun sebaik sahaja selesai menjawab kertas peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM), dan rentetan coretan sejarah zaman ini bermula apabila kita semua...



................................
{{pulang ke rumah}}
................................

yeay~ SPM dah habis!
rehat huha huha seminggu,
dapat surat tawaran ke Educamp,
terus pergi interview, (obviously unprepared..jadi macam pergi dalam keadaan yang takde perasaan.)
speaking-speaking kat pakcik yang interview,
tunggu 3minggu lagi,
dapat surat tawaran ke UTP pula,
happy-happy+jerit-jerit ngan mama,
beli baju baru,
tunggu confirmation call untuk tarikh pendaftaran,
beli baju lagi,
(baju yang sesuai untuk budak U..semangat gile)
kemas-kemas barang,
bertolak ke UTP!


......................
{{life in UTP}}
......................

maka,segala-galanya bermula di sini..
berkenal-kenalan kat MAS Minggu Aluan Siswa,

[memorable-kan kawan2?platun A member:syar,imah,me..ye saya! \O/ ]


dapat ramai banyak kawan-kawan, (hiperbola)
mula berjalan-jalan keliling UTP,
sesat kat village 3,4,5,
(tak tao jalan balik ke village 2 semula..memang lawak)
gi kelas,
jakun boleh pakai jeans, (sebab senior cakap xboleh pakai.kununnye wajib pakai baju kurung..ciss ciss)
gi lab,penat,
belajar cara ponteng kelas,
jakun lagi masa minta tolong kawan signkan attendance,
jakun kali ketiga tengok populasi lelaki lagi ramai dari perempuan,
(big advantage for us gurls,tehehe~)
jakun ada meja sendiri,

[bersepah oh.tengah malas kot.]


jakun tengok lecturer,
jakun tengok kopetro,
jakun tengok orang lalu-lalang,
ok.
jakun dengan semua benda.hehe.

think,think,
apa lagi perkataan yang boleh menerangkan zaman keemasan foundationku?
hmm~
[4 ekor blunt yang chomey.]

ow yah.paling besh!!

........................................
{{jalan-jalan cari makan}}
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dapat duit scholar Petronas RM500 sebulan, (thank u mr.pet!)

[muka duitan betol..seyesly ain,awak suka amek pic kandid saya kan..malu lah..apa lah awak ni..awak suka gurau2 dengan saya..awak,saya..awak,saya..(gelak 360')]


outing gi ipoh naik bas 'perang',
main-main kat gym utp,
makan roti tisu,
[highest roti tisu in history of mankind.ahaha~]

lunch kat v3,
dinner kat v4,
(sebab usm mahal!tambahan pula,tengah loaded)


pergi pasar malam naik bas,
balik rumah sebulan 2kali,or more,
shopping kat ipoh parade or jusco,
sambut beshday kawan2 sambil main-main tepek kek kat muka,
dan lain-lain...


..............................
{{sejarah tercipta}}
..............................

sesat kat penang,
(waaaaaa malunya peristiwa ini......)
movie night ramai-ramai sambil makan kek pisang ke,maggi ke,kuaci ke,popcorn ke,
(iela..zopo..ain..remember the kek pisang story?hahaha....)
pertemuan dengan the-fwenship-square-ish,

berlatih drama kat lecture room,
(antara memoir yang besh kat utp)

[cast : temah (me); professor sudin (kaple); seronok!]

drama performance yang berjaya gile masa foundation 2nd,
(tribute to najib,kaple,zaquan,iela and ain..seronok bangat la kawan2!)
berjiwang-jiwang virtually,
(alahai,terasa comel diri ini.)
tak tidur sehari suntuk,
jalan-jalan pusing UTP sampai rasa ngantuk baru teringat nak balik bilik,

[paling digemari : haliburton]


berbuka puasa ramai-ramai dalam bilik,
berebut-rebut ushar orang yang digemari,
(wahaha~ did we really did that?memang tak senonoh..maapkan kami eyh.)

[whose that boy....teka teka!mode:stalker terbaik.]


tidur oo online lagi penting dari sahur,
(ish ish ish...)
main ketuk-ketuk masa gamelan,
(ok..rasanya ada pervert yang mainkan saya masa first day. the "nak number boleh?" incident..heeee i still remember lah..sampai hati kamu yek.)

[i look innocent kan?]

makan mcd,
(uhhh...masa foundation, mcd belum kena banned lagi.boleh makan dengan sewenang-wenangnye.oww mcd~~ daku merinduimu..seyes..windu sangat-sangat.)

[meal waktu lampau..i know,saya makan macam lembu.biasa lah kanak-kanak nak membesar.]



tapi-kan,
kami dah graduate foundation lah!haha.
apa yang boleh saya simpulkan di sini ialah,
saya masih ingat kat kegembiraan zaman foundation,
keseronokan gi kelas,
kenal dengan orang baru,
no worries of the future,
no worries of insufficient money,
no worries of dealing with complicated relationship,
no worries of academic result,
no worries of gaining weight, (paling penting.haha)
no worries of..no worries of anything....
just us,trying to survive in a new environment..
oww well,foundation years~~ i love u,and will always do!
[in loving memory of foundation years]


hmm...what else?
that's all i can think about.
if u guys have stories of foundation years that u want to share too,
do tell me ok!

toodles~

[i just loveee this pic.]

[statement : giving up doesnt mean u are weak, sometimes it means that u are strong enough to let go]

{{GOT NO FEARS,SHED NO TEARS,PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}

where is the love?

as i was singing 'come back down' by lifehouse,
i ponder for a minute,
thinking,
oww yah, where the heck love of my life is?
pffft~~
haha.
is it too early for me to think about one?
hmm.....


oww well,
to be frank,
i'm scared to think about it.
this must be the consequences of:
- watching too much romance movies
(just to name some:chasing liberty,ps i love u,definitely maybe,a walk to rmmber,koizora ++)
- hearing too much couple maple bagel lub lub story
- laughing too much
(bad for brain,i know..hey,good for cheeks, u know?)
- gossiping on why alisson krauss deserved to win the grammys (why??)
- hating lindsay lohan's guts
- shopping
(love it)
- seeing friends who more and more becoming the victim of love
(breaking up,that is)
(i tot this month is what the west called 'the month to love'..but then,why people cont to break up?)
(ok.i'm started to annoy)
- eating too much dark chocolate.ok.full stop.i'm out of point. xp
(kindly reminder:a chocolate a day,keeps me jogging everyday....)


duhh
the annoyance!hmm.
u know,
(ok, u dont know.just pretend u know.nod yo head plis.thank u~)
falling in love is not just about being in a relationship. (yes,no?)
it is more than that.
it is......
(i've deleted it as i dont think it matters anymore..seeing how this week continued to be more disgraceful,heart-palpitated,undefined as i would describe it)


to end,here some love quotes that i find in movies, books, and sites,
dedicated to all the broken-hearted,who might thinks,
the world ends when your love ends..
let me bold it, IT'S NOT.
love is everywhere, u see..
get well friends! :]


"Good kissers are strong men who will have your back,
Bad kissers are weak men who will just like to grab your butt."

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."

"If u love the life u live, u will live a life of love."

"Gravitational is not responsible for people falling in love."

"Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river."

"Love: a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain,causes eyes to sparkle,cheeks to glow,blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker."
(i like this one the best!cos i've been there oh.. :] )

"Love unlocks doors and opens windows that werent even there before."

"Love is the silent saying and saying of a single name."
(err..can i say yo name rite now?tehehe)

"Love is being stupid together."
(sweet kan?)

"Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species."
(haha)

"True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen."

"When someone hurts u, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it!"

and me's statement would be,
[Every single person in this world waits for love in their life.
Some people say love didnt come to them but it was right in front of their eyes.
Some people wait a lifetime for true love,
Still waiting for the right one...]
(my hands is shaking,shit,memories cant be erased dont they?)

toodles!

{{GOT NO FEARS, SHED NO TEARS, PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}

mama..i love u.mama..i care.

[truth statement : loving a mom is like ghosts. which everyone talks about but only few have seen]


MaMa,
sorry for everything.
sorry for being such a freak second daughter.
sorry for not being less than perfect.
sorry if i've ever peed on u. (masa baby) x]
sorry if i dont get married. (u are sooo paranoid about it.)
sorry for hating akmal eventho u think he's the only-n-ever-gonna-be-your-son-in-law.
(yuckkk~ akmal,no offense eyh.tehehe~)
sorry for my rudeness and un-thankfulness act.
sorry for picking up small fight with u.i'm the worst!i know~
sorry for forcing u to eat sushi.sorry!!
sorry for wasting your money on comics.and clothes.and foods.gesh,i'm a cow.
sorry for always crying with no reason.
sorry for making u cry.worried.mad.
sorry if i malas to kemas rumah.or jemur baju.or masak.or bangun awal.or tidur awal.
mummy!sorry!
so,so,and so,here it goes,






SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN MAMA!!~~
okeyh.
it sounds weird but i'll just go with it,
as 'happy birthday' sounds sooo yesterday.
tehehe~
and eventho i know u would never read this..
(ym/tagged/fs/even google yadda-yadda are like aliens to her)
but i just wanna say,
I {{LOVE}} <333 U SOO MUCH mama!
and u know it rite.huhuhaha.

[arent they look good together?23years,counting and getting stronger...]



why do u love me?
why dont u scold me if i did any wrongs but to say, "its ok..mama xpernah marah"
why do u have to be so clumsy++blurr++hyper-energetic then u pass that gene to me?
why do u get married to abah before me? (hahaha.)
why dont u get old?or have any uban?why?
why do people always get confused with our age?do i really looook that old than u?
(haha,i know that u have peerless beauty. x] )
why did i only get 9years to be the youngest? (haha)
why do i always miss u?n u miss me too?
why do u want me to be happy?
why do u always treat good to others, never want any repay?
why u'll always smile and doesnt show your anger oo bad mood? (i'm becoming one too.. :] )
why do u care so much about me?
why am i asking questions eventho i know the answers already?silly me!
[she's like me,i mean, i'm just like her,only with bigger eyes and darker skin!tehehehaha.]




ARIGATO!
thanks for being my mom.not britney's.
thanks for the good genes.
thanks for your to-die-for cooking! which the reasons for my curvy-ness and my big as*.(haha)
thanks for raising me up with no strict rules at all,well,unlike other parents.
thanks for the car. (muax muax)
thanks for not giving up on me.
thanks for the infinite love and care. (hugs hugs)
thanks for not scolding me.
thanks for being more like a friend than a mother.
thanks for loving me unconditionally. (muah muah muah)
thanks for your believes and faith.
thanks for being soo supportive.in everything.i really mean EVERYTHING. ;]
thanks for the patience whenever i screamed in the morning,asking for,well,
"where's my phone?" then there is, "where's my spec?my wallet?"
(yah yah.its hard to have a daughter that is sooo pathetically rabun.tsk tsk.)
thanks for the sex education. (miow!)
thanks for being such a cool mom.
thanks for not being my teacher during my school year. (fiuhh~)
thanks for spoiling me with money+luxury+fashion sense.
thanks for your welcoming home nasi lemak and sambal udang and ketam masak lemak and laksa johor and pudding and sup sayur and buah pelam which are the wajib dishes for me!along jealous!haha!
oww well,thanks for everything.
thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u.thank u~
thank you mama!
I LOVE U TO DEATH~~~



oww wait.
a small birthday wish for irsyad~
happy birthday! 2feb kan? x]

and another small birthday wish for fara (1feb) and niena (2feb)
happy birthday girls!

and yet,another smaller smaller birthday wish to akmal hakim,
whom i knew already, had never touched a laptop in his life.but what the hell.
happy birthday dude!u know how much i want to cekik u!haha.
same old,good times eyh?
but u know we cant turned back time rite? :]
damn u for having same birthday as my mom's.damn u!

{{GOT NO FEARS, SHED NO TEARS, PUSHING THE FRONTIERS TO TRANSCENDENTAL PERCEPTIONS}}